I did everything to survive

I did everything to survive
but my voice was never heard.
I tried
I loved, l helped, I cared and spelled my name to everyone
but it did not work

I listened, I prayed, I wished, I worked very hard
but none showed up around.
it just did not happen

I did everything I could
I gave my heart, my blood, my brain my sex and my guts
but I died
once and twice and three times

did everything, but nothing stops death from coming
because you are alive
I am not
anymore.

just did not make it, sorry
I wish I could